Confuzzled

Torn between two;

who would you choose?

The one that you love,

or the one that loves you?

This is for You

YOU.

You.

Yes, you. I am writing this for you.

I know you are reading this. And I want you to know I am writing this for you. No one else will understand. No one else knows. They think that this is for them. But it’s not. I am writing this for you.

I want you to know, life…it’s hard. Every day can be a challenge. It can be a challenge to get up in the morning. To get yourself out of bed. To put on that smile. But I want you to know, that smile is what keeps me going some days. You need to remember, even through the tough times, you are amazing. You really are.

You should be happy. You are gorgeous.

I know that the weather might not be perfect. You might have to turn your back to the wind or feel the cold nipping at your nose. But you know what, at least you are there to feel it. At least you can enjoy the sun’s warm rays on your face. Or that cold February wind biting at your cheeks. You know what that means?

You are alive.

Everything will be okay.

Beautiful People

Andrews Souza ♥♥

Charlie Hunnam

Cristiano Ronaldo

David Beckham

Drama Beats!

Hayden Christensen

Jenna Webb

 Johnny Depp

Jude Law

Orlando Bloom

Shiloh Fernandez

Travie McCoy

Angelina Jolie

Mila Kunis

Natalie Portman

I want I want I want... someone.

Regret

I remember the way he shone all those months ago; his sun-baked, honey-bread golden skin, his emerald bright eyes, his candy-apple red, turned up lips, raven wing hair and winking lashes. He took over the room until it collapsed around him. Not even the sky could box him in. He towered over the sun and when the moon came up he exploded into a thousand blinking lights which scattered across the sky and called themselves stars. I could see nothing but his eyes. They swallowed me whole, sticky breath and all. I was digested by his presence. That was July. 

It was the real thing.. They say that the brightest flames burn out the quickest. There isn't a day I don't think about you and think how it COULD have been. I always want to apologize, but it's in the past and it's better to look to the future. Either way.......I am truly sorry. I should've been better. I hope that we are both able to find THAT happiness again in the future.

Hard Decisions

And slowly I realized, that none of this mattered anymore. Because I knew that this would happen. Because the first time he told me things I believed, I was wrong. Could I really be surprised that this happened again? How many more times would I believe what I wanted to believe instead of believing what was real and right in front of me? When would I stop compromising what I deserved for what I wanted? When would I realize that being right, didn’t matter if the other person didn’t care?

If you love someone, you stay by them. There is no such thing as a wrong time or a mistake that is too great. Love is just love. Any excuse to walk away from love offered is just that: an excuse to explain you can’t and don’t feel the same way back towards the person that’s offering their love to you.

I’m truly looking towards the future and accepting that this chapter of my life, whatever it was, is over. I want to welcome what’s to come with a completely light and open heart because now I realize I’m finally letting go of what’s false in my life to let in what will be true. I finally realize that the most important person I could ever love, is myself. And part of loving myself is recognizing that I deserve someone who doesn’t just say that they love me, but actually really does. And to give that person the chance, I’ll weed out those who would fake it. Because we choose the lives we live and I choose truth and joy. I choose love.

Today, I feel Alive