Tell Me I Am Worth It.

I'm so sick of never being good enough. They always say, "You can do sooo much better than that." or "He isn't worth your time." Well, maybe you should think that I can't. All I ever wanted was for someone to actually be afraid of losing me, to actually say "I love you", to say I don't know what I would do without you and I will always be there for you...and actually mean it. I am a loyal lover, a loyal friend... yet I keep getting screwed over every which way possible. I don't get it. I just want to feel loved and needed. But is this karma? There has been boys who have liked me and were nice, but I simply wasn't interested. I wanted more than anything to have feelings for them, but I just can't force myself ya know? It simply is not fair. Often, it's the most deserving person who can not help love those who destroy them. One day.....