Dear Love...

Dear love,

You have been the greatest. My fear is that no one will ever be what you are to me, today i had to make a decision. I could no longer live in limbo, I could no longer live without you and with you all at the same time, i could not think of everyone else who has you when I'm not there or that you might avoid me the next day after loving me the night before. You may call me cowardice, but I have waited for far too long. A girl can only wait for so long.


So i don’t want to ruin this. I bite my tongue to stomach fear; I know its taste in my mouth, its texture at the back of my throat; copper and cotton.. but i love you more than i fear the future, so i cannot let it choke me any longer. 

I want you to know how amazing you are, even though you may not think so…because though you aren't perfect, you are to me. If you had asked me what i wanted in a man, what I needed, I could list it all.. but instead the qualities could all be summed up by saying your name. You are incredible and a man who will achieve all and know no boundaries, I am drawn to your soul like it was made to light mine up but I know that you can't be it. 


Even though you were my Mr., you can't be him because my soul mate will feel it too,
but he will tell me it's true.

love, me xo


(Le Love)